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Silver ([personal profile] i_love_freddie) wrote2009-03-22 08:44 pm
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A message for Alan:

I'm sorry for ever doubting what we had. I'm sorry that there were things left unsaid between us, and that I never got the chance to tell you how much you meant to me. I'm sorry that I wasn't there at the end, and I wish I'd at least had the chance to say goodbye.
Maybe it was wrong, and maybe I deserve this pain, but I will never regret taking the chance and getting to know you.
I'll always love you. And I'll make you proud of me one day, I promise.
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[identity profile] i-love-freddie.livejournal.com 2009-03-23 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* Thank you. Yes, I do dream about Alan now and then. And I know it sounds weird, but I also have days where I really do feel like he's around me, watching me. Maybe it's just wishful thinking, but it makes me feel better.