i_love_freddie | (no subject)

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alan,
death

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A message for Alan:

I'm sorry for ever doubting what we had. I'm sorry that there were things left unsaid between us, and that I never got the chance to tell you how much you meant to me. I'm sorry that I wasn't there at the end, and I wish I'd at least had the chance to say goodbye.
Maybe it was wrong, and maybe I deserve this pain, but I will never regret taking the chance and getting to know you.
I'll always love you. And I'll make you proud of me one day, I promise.

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*big soft hug* I'm sorry.:^(

*hugs*

*HUGS* I'm sorry.

Alan??

Yes

*hugs* Thank you.

*hugs* Thanks.

*hugs back* Thank you.

*hugs* Thank you. Yes, I do dream about Alan now and then. And I know it sounds weird, but I also have days where I really do feel like he's around me, watching me. Maybe it's just wishful thinking, but it makes me feel better.

Why is that name familiar?

No idea. It's possible I've mentioned him to you before. I've written about him in here a few times.

When did he pass?

October 14th 2008

I am sorry, babe.

Thanks.

*hugs*

*hugs back* Thank you.

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