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[i_love_freddie]

A message for Alan:

I'm sorry for ever doubting what we had. I'm sorry that there were things left unsaid between us, and that I never got the chance to tell you how much you meant to me. I'm sorry that I wasn't there at the end, and I wish I'd at least had the chance to say goodbye.
Maybe it was wrong, and maybe I deserve this pain, but I will never regret taking the chance and getting to know you.
I'll always love you. And I'll make you proud of me one day, I promise.

Comments

[i-love-freddie.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thank you. Yes, I do dream about Alan now and then. And I know it sounds weird, but I also have days where I really do feel like he's around me, watching me. Maybe it's just wishful thinking, but it makes me feel better.

[weatherman2111.livejournal.com]

*big soft hug* I'm sorry.:^(

[i-love-freddie.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* Thank you.

[spiderlilyfairy.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[i-love-freddie.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thanks.

[glitteringlife.livejournal.com]

*HUGS* I'm sorry.

[i-love-freddie.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thank you.

[slidell-man.livejournal.com]

Alan??

[i-love-freddie.livejournal.com]

Yes

[slidell-man.livejournal.com]

Why is that name familiar?

[i-love-freddie.livejournal.com]

No idea. It's possible I've mentioned him to you before. I've written about him in here a few times.

[slidell-man.livejournal.com]

When did he pass?

[i-love-freddie.livejournal.com]

October 14th 2008

[slidell-man.livejournal.com]

I am sorry, babe.

[i-love-freddie.livejournal.com]

Thanks.

[desertrosedark.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[i-love-freddie.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* Thank you.